Lessons
Verse 1
I'm back up in these streets where I used to eat the sheets
A place I was untouchable from stress and them police
This place where a ride or die crew would follow me
But I fucked it all up and left with nothin' at my feet
They tell me now I'm different but at times I feel the same
Seein' visions of myself, flashback through all the pain
Those times when I felt fine but we swore that we were sane
Seemed the world was in our hands, we were Pinky and The Brain
Nineteen years old, we were addicted to the game
Tearin' up our lives while we were chasin' down our fame
A kid who wants the whole crowd to scream his fuckin' name
Simply just to dull the thought of this and what he just became
Years have passed, that kid came home, and he can finally see
The shit that he left in his wake, his friends and family
He lost the tour, lost the girl, not quite everything
Now he's got a past to show the world – who they should never be
Chorus/Hook
Somethin's always missin', tryna fill the void
A heart full of nightmares ever since he was a boy
Street lights flashin'
A life comes crashin'
Hit the pause
Rewind
Life is full of lessons...
Verse 2
They say that fame and fortune is every boy's dream
But what they never tell you is the shit that's in between
The hustle and the flow, the fucked up shit you see
When you're tryna make it to the top but rippin' at the seams
Life takes it's toll often quick but always slow
Seems the worlds a better place for everyone you know
You're caught in hell's grip while the rest they fly solo
But blind to your self hatred you keep walkin' the same road
It wasn't always like this, back then you had a soul
Some friends who kept your head in check, a future and a goal
You weren't afraid of anything, immune to growing old
And your life was still and empty canvas, greatness to unfold
Growin' up kept headin' down, iminent regression
Time to cut the newest track, back to back session
But now the world's too heavy, and he made his last confession
He's come back from the dead time to teach the world a lesson
Verse 3
It's 11 past the 20 and he's come full circle
Back up on his hustle, cuttin' tracks for rehearsal
Never thought his whole life could make the great reversal
Now nobody can stop him man, only the fuckin' hearse will
Sometimes ya just need a friend to get you through the night
Or maybe just humility, a little will to fight
If ya lucky and you found it, grab it while its right
Then you got a chance to set the record straight and hold it tight
Take my fuckin' word, I did this at a cost
It's what I signed up for, two years and four were lost
Engine failure happens, clear your head and the exhaust
But don't expect perfection, cuz not everyone's a rock
Everybody's capable of shit that they don't know
So here's your final lesson, shootin' straight no candy coat
I used to be a bum with that Natty light glow
Now I'm back up on the top got that 'Nati boy flow